I am writing this journal to say, I love you more than anything this world has to offer. I never want to lose you. You mean more to me than the most precious jewel in this whole universe. I really don't care about anyone or anything else, only you. I love you more than my own family even. I always have you on my mind, constantly. I will love you until the end of time, even after that. Your love keeps me going. It's the only reason that I'm alive today! When I was in foster care, not being able to talk to you for 3 to 4 years, I thought about you all the time. I was always thinking to myself, wondering, 'Is he cheating on me? Is he going to le